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| Thursday, September 4th, 2008 | | September 04, 2008 |
there.... updated.... Current Mood:  numb | | Monday, August 18th, 2008 | | August 18, 2008 |
I don't know......
I just has a sad Current Mood: sadCurrent Music: How to save a life - The Fray | | Friday, December 21st, 2007 | | December 21, 2007 |
Something that brought a tear to my eyes
this is from the sweetest girl in the whole world :) 27 Things I Love About My Hubby1. The way you would do anything for me. 2. The way your smile makes me feel so much better. 3. How good you treat me. 4. The way you act like a complete idiot just to make me laugh. 5. How much you have changed for the better. 6. The way you play with my hair. 7. How you bite my nose. 8. The feeling you give me when you bite my neck. 9. Your skis. :) 10. Your perfect body. ♥ 11. The way you rub my back and wash my stress away. 12. How cute you look when you cook. 13. How good you are with kids. 14. How much my brother loves you. 15. How adorable you look when you think really hard. 16. That angry face you make when you drive. 17. The way you lift my chin up and look dead into my eyes. 18. How warm and cuddle-ready you are. 19. The cute way that you crinkle your nose and make funny faces with me. 20. The way you love my body even though I hate it. 21. The way we take crazy pictures together. 22. The way you eat food that you don't like just because I asked you too. 23. The way you listen to my problems and answer unbiasedly. 24. The way you dance to girly songs and try to act ghetto. 25. They way you brighten the darkest of my days and bring so much joy to my life. 26. The way you love me. 27. The way you make me feel safe when I sleep. P.S. If you haven't figured it out yet... I love every little thing about you. Current Mood:  thankful | | Thursday, August 2nd, 2007 | | August 02, 2007 |
MWAH
she's awesome. :) I love her :D She's my earthquake ;) also my wifey!!!!! :D me n her dad might go to towers tomorrow....should be fun, he is a cool guy I really love that woman. She rocks my world. I can't wait to see her when she gets back I wanna dip her backwards like i usually do and give her the biggest kiss ever :D Lord, I really LOVE her :D MINES!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: lovedCurrent Music: Our Song - Taylor Swift | | Friday, July 27th, 2007 | | July 27, 2007 |
well got to talk to Ash last night, damn i miss that girl. She rocks. Nothing much today, built some tables then came home and took a shower to get ready for towers but it rained, so im just sitting at my house waiting for my son or my baby to call. I really do love that girl :) She is like better than anything out there. I love her so much and i am so happy she calls me hers :D MINES BITCHES!!!! NO TOUCHIE!!!! well i just ate my schrimpies and noodles es was good. and no im bored waiting till simpsons come on or someone from my family calls me. I'm sitting her listening to the rain fall and i am remembering the times with her. it is so nice to be with her when its raining. and the thunder reminds me of our passion for one another. its pretty sweet :D well i guess i'll go fr now.......so till later, PEACE I LOVE MY BABY!!!!!! AND DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA MN!!! I MISS HER :) Current Mood:  anxiousCurrent Music: rain | | July 27, 2007 |
i love my baby!!!!
my dumbass forgot to post this yetserday so here it is...... well ash left round 7ish-8ish this mornin, miss her. i hope she has fun, she rocks.I love her so damn much. She is going to be gone for 2 weeks, damn. well i mean she best have fun, or ima get her ;) but she is amazing, i love her so much. been thinkin about her all day. basically when i wasn't helping phelps work on his intrepid i was sittin in a corner thinkin bout her. You now, i am so lucky to ahve such an amazing girl :) I mean she is just amazing, she loves me so much and i love her. she just rocks every aspect of my world. she surprises me with something new everyday. she is simply wow :) We have been talking a lot about our future. and from what we have talked about i love it. i am going to do something soon, and i am anxious about it. no one will know. :D Current Mood: restlessCurrent Music: Lost in this moment - big n rich | | Saturday, July 21st, 2007 | | July 21, 2007 |
Fucking AWESOME DAY!!!!!!
OMG! today was AWESOME!!!! I finally got to see my girlfriend. I love her so much. i went over to her hous eand when she opened the door i was like OMG SO BEAUITFUL!!! she was wearing that tight bluish greenish top and her loose jeans and white belt. O Lord, have mercy! hot hot hot hot HOT! MMM! just i mean it was so amazing to see her, she looks so beautiful AS usual :) But you wanna know the kicker????? I'm going to marry her!!!!!!!
i get to wake up in the morning and see that beautiful face. i just wanna kiss her every look. she is amazing! I love her so much :) i really do. sitting there on that couch, man, rolling over and see that cute little smerk that she has starin back at me, O Lord, i wanted to melt. I love her. and she loves me, As so many have said to us before...perfect couple. o fuck yea! damn im just so hyped up about seeing her. i'll just tell more later on. i miss my snuggle bear and i wanna see her again. She rocks my world. she is my earthquake ;) i love you baby so much! MWAH all over ;)
Love always,
The Evil Cuppycake of Doom!!!!!!!! (Kai's name for me)
Current Mood: hornyCurrent Music: Save a horse, Ride a Cowboy - Big n Rich | | Friday, June 22nd, 2007 | | June 22, 2007 |
Well things are going pretty good now, 8 months Last saturday. :) I was realyl happy about that. We both were very happy. With good reason too. I love her to death. She really means the world to me. I am truely the luckiest man alive. I love her. I really do. I've gotten to see her a few times this summer,a nd it was great. I'm looking forward to going to see Surf's up with her and the kids. Found a website that has the complete series of rescue me on it and i've been watching it. and i liek the show cause i can relate a lot to it. i grew up round fire fighters and just that knd of life that is in the show. This time last year, i really wasn't doign that great. now im a lto better. and im happy bout it. I really am. A lot of shit has changed. I'm glad for it. And im not driving anymore. which is ok, the roads of south florida are safer now. lol jk. just kidding..... Starman is still driving so. . . .it ain't THAT safe but. . . I am looking forward the next few years, Its like a dream come true. i can't wait. i really can't. Life is precious. Its something that is amazing. Sometimes dull, other times frightening. For a firend of the family, its fightening. 13 Year old Kyle has such a shit life right now. His mom is dead, Dad is a retard and is in jail. and he is slowly dying. Now the medicines are better, but he had constant cezures (sp?) and his kidneys were shutting down. Not a good thing. he weighed bout 110, now he weighs round 200lbs, cause of the water in his body. He is better now, but we just gotta wait and see. . . There are a lot of things runnin through my mind now. Past come back and bites you in the ass a lot fo times. it sucks. but i push on cause i got my light att he end of the tunnel. I got Ash. Some shit was made to happen other times its not. God does have a plan for all things. All things can happen. But im not one who sits back and watch shit anymore. No one is taking my girl. I can't lose her. I love her so damn much. I have lost too damn much in my past. and thats where it stays. No more of this bullshiit. I AM NOT LOSING HER! I can't. Im going to marry her. straight up. Fuck you Fuck the free world, Fuck everything. This is me, Get over yourself. I'm here bitches. Don't liek it? Take it up with me please, I'm open for suggestions, doens't mean i will follow them but im still open for them. I'm nicer in a way. But trust me, as many kno, i am not to be fucked with. :D I need to update more but as for now, i gotta go cook dinner. love you girl all my heart. :) for the rest....screw Current Music: rescue me | | Thursday, May 31st, 2007 | | May 31, 2007 |
Commitment
Thomas G. Beck II + Ashley N. Stanley Together, until the end of time. 10/16/06. The Woman of my dreams, The most perfect girl ever. The one. My superwoman. My sexy Stripper. "Momma" to our kids. Mother to our unborn biological children. The woman whom i will spend the rest of time with. Forever isn't enough. I need more time. Ashley, I love you more than the stars above. The one i need on those lonely nights when im workin. The one who i will marry. I will always be your man. I will always be by your side. I will never leave, I will never stray. I am yours. I love you Ashley, More than any man could love his woman. I thank God for you all the time. We will have fun this summer. just remember spring break. It will be like this. I'm here. Never leaving. Always your man. Remember, "Property of Ashley Beck"? Hell yea. Forever and ever and ever. I love you baby. Till Death do us part. :) You ready? | | Sunday, April 29th, 2007 | | April 29, 2007 |
fuck the free world..
I love the way my family fucking fights for me. Its so awesome. :) They say they will go in to the school to fight, but turn right around and say: "fuck you you little punk! its your own fault. Man up! and take it!" Yea. I love it..... Current Mood: disappointed | | Saturday, April 21st, 2007 | | April 21, 2007 |
I feel so bad..... this is my fault..in a way.... We sat next to each other at the meeting today. I guess it offended the brothers. but i couldn't read. I mean im sorry. I don't have glasses cause i don't have the time to go get some. I mean i feel bad because this was my fault. I've screwed everything up. I just want everything to be ok. I want everything to be ok you know? I feel bad cause i don't want thing to be bad at the house or the hall because of me. i mean I love her to death. i really do. She is my life. I just want us to be happy. I want to help her. I want her to have everything. I really do. And today we were on the couch looking at yearbooks. thats it. I held her hand once just to reassure her that i don't think she is weird. We weren't doing anything wrong i swear. I wouldn't ever do that. I just want everyone to know that my intentions aren't false. I just want to be there for her. I mean i love her and we have plans for the future. and I don't want to ruin it. And I mean i don't want to be a burden to her or her family. I mean I will do anything. I want to be with her. I just want her to be happy. Ash, I love you with all my heart. You are by far the greatest girl i have ever came across. It is such a great honor to be called yours. I want to be yours forever. I want you forever. You are such an amazing girl and i couldn't ask for anyone better. I wouldn't trade you for anything or anyone in this world. I am lucky to have you. I really am. You make my life so good. I want to be called yours. and I want you to be proud of me and to be happy that im yours. I want to prove to you that i really do love you. I don't want to hurt you. I want us to have the best life possible. I want so much for you. I want you to have everything you want. I want to thank you so very much for making my life like this. I love it. I have come such a long way from where i was this time last year. All because of you. Honestly I wouldn't have been able to keep going without you. You have helped me so much when i needed it the most but was always been too embarrassed to ask. You have supported me so much. I would have given up so long ago if it wasn't for you. I wouldn't try as hard as i do now. I am so happy that we are together and I thank God every day that i have you. You are such a blessing to me. I really feel so much better to be with you. I want to tell you so many things. I want everyone to know how so very much i love you and I miss you. I want everything to be ok. So badly. I want everything to go the right way. I don't want there to be anymore stress. But i want there to be a "us". I don't care who thinks we're bad for each other because the obviously don't know us. They obviously don't know how much we love and how devoted we are to each other. So many are jealous of what we have. And truthfully, I kinda like that. I know its wrong to like that but i do. Because I finally have all that I want. I finally got everything i need. | | Monday, April 9th, 2007 | | April 09, 2007 |
I DIDN'T KNOW THAT BIRDS CHIRP AT FUCKING NIGHT!!!!! I WANNA GET MY GUN AND SHOOT THE MOTHERFUCKERS!!!! IM SICK OF THEM!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!................i want my girl :'( hope you feel better baby :) I love you! ....fucking birds Current Mood:  ....damn birdsCurrent Music: FUCKING BIRDS!!!!!!! | | Wednesday, April 4th, 2007 | | April 04, 2007 |
this kinda explains how i feel Little Moments - Brad Paisley Well I'll never forget the first time that I heard
That pretty mouth say that dirty word
And I can't even remember now, what she backed my truck into
But she covered her mouth and her face got red and she just looked so darn cute
That I couldn't even act like I was mad-
Yeah I live for little moments like that
That's like just last year on my birthday
She lost all track of time and burnt the cake
And every smoke detector in the house was going off
She was just about the cry
Until I took her in my arms
And I tried not to let her see, me laugh-
Yeah I live for little moments like that
I know she's not perfect, but she tries so hard for me
And I thank God that she isn't
Cause how boring would that be?
It's the little imperfections, it's the sudden change in plans
When she misreads the directions and we're lost
But holding hands-
Yeah I live for little moments like that
When she's laying on my shoulder, on the sofa, in the dark
And about the time she falls asleep, so does my right arm
And I want so bad to move it, cause its tingling and its numb
But she looks so much like an angel,
That I don't wanna wake her up-
Yeah I live for little moments-
When she steals my heart again and doesn't even know it-
Yeah I live for little moments like that
And She's Everything - Brad Paisley
She's a yellow pair of running shoes
A holey pair of jeans
She looks great in cheap sunglasses
She looks great in anything
She's I want a piece of chocolate
Take me to a movie
She's I can't find a thing to wear
Now and then she's moody
She's a Saturn with a sunroof
With her brown hair a-blowing
She's a soft place to land
And a good feeling knowing
She's a warm conversation
That I wouldn't miss for nothing
She's a fighter when she's mad
And she's a lover when she's loving
[Chorus]
And she's everything I ever wanted
And everything I need
I talk about her, I go on and on and on
'Cause she's everything to me
She's a Saturday out on the town
And a church girl on Sunday
She's a cross around her neck
And a cuss word 'cause its Monday
She's a bubble bath and candles
Baby come and kiss me
She's a one glass of wine
And she's feeling kinda tipsy
She's the giver I wish I could be
And the stealer of the covers
She's a picture in my wallet
Of my unborn children's mother
She's the hand that I'm holding
When I'm on my knees and praying
She's the answer to my prayer
And she's the song that I'm playing
[Repeat chorus]
She's the voice I love to hear
Someday when I'm ninety
She's that wooden rocking chair
I want rocking right beside me
Everyday that passes
I only love her more
Yeah, she's the one
That I'd lay down my own life for
And she's everything I ever wanted
And everything I need
She's everything to me
Yeah she's everything to me
Everything I ever wanted
And everything I need
She's everything to me Current Mood: ecstatic | | Wednesday, March 21st, 2007 | | March 21, 2007 |
God, I love her so much. She is just so close to perfection its crazy. i love her to death. i am so lucky to have her. she is totally the greatest girlfriend in the universe. thank you lord for giving me such a wonderful gift. thank you for sending my angel to me Current Mood: ecstatic | | Sunday, March 11th, 2007 | | March 11, 2007 |
YOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wow! Today was awesome. I got to spend the afternoon with Ash and her family. it was great. They came to pick me up at my house while i was working on my truck. And Mr. Stanley asked me if i had enough phones (i have my personal and my Nextel). It was funny. Then i sat in the back with Kai and Ash. It was funny, he loves animals, he is such a cool four year-old. He was pointing out planes, (kept my mouth shut cause i would name them :) ) and was fascinated by the horse that crossed the street on Griffin. We got to her house and went in and she and i sat on the couch and she was playing with Kai (that was cute.) then he started to warm up to me and would sit between me and Ash, and would hide from Mr. Stanley. (Aka "Wrinkles") and they would do the "I'm watching you" thing with their fingers and then go in opposite corners and come out and try to fight each other. Then they turned on the TV and Kai wanted me to hold him. Ashley told me he has never done that with someone like me so fast. So he likes me! Awesome! Then we went to see the movie "Wild Hogs" and Mr. Stanley and I kinda hit it off cause we were talking a lot bout cars and stuff. So I'm hoping he likes me. The movie was funny. Hell, the whole day was fun. We laughed a lot in the movie and then we left back for their house. We got back and Kai was playing with his trucks and Ash was cold so we went outside and Kai came out to "Keep an eye on us". So he and I played a little basketball, (he would grab the ball and do a jump shot and I'd lift him up so he can dunk it) He loved it. I think Ashley did too. It was pretty damn cool. Got to chill with them. Hoping her parents like me. It was fun. Then they drove me home and Mrs. Stanley was like "They didn't feed you?!?!" but it was ok, i was full of popcorn and cherry coke. so i was ok. but it was a really fun day. i'm still leaving a lot out but it was great. I'd do it all over again in a heartbeat. They are cool. It was fun. A LOT OF FUN!!!
They re-invited me next weekend if they go to the seaqurium. Hopefully i can go. Well gotta go to the store. Just wanted to drop in and spill it. it was a blast. Love my angel so much. Thanks for a great day. And thanks for a great one on friday. The playhouse was so much fun...
Well peace y'all Current Music: Little moments - Brad Paisley | | Saturday, March 3rd, 2007 | | March 03, 2007 |
Ladies love Country Boys
Everytime i hear this song, i think of her. She is the best thing to ever happen to me. Love her to death. Miss her. <3
She grew up in the city in a little subdivision,
Her daddy wore a tie, Momma never fried a chicken,
Ballet, Straight A’s, Most likely to succeed
They bought her a car after graduation
Sent her down south for some higher education
Put her on the fast track to a law degree
Now she’s comin home to visit
holdin the hand
Of a wild-eyed boy
with a farmer’s tan
And shes ridin in the middle of his pickup truck
Blarin Charlie Daniels yellin, “Turn it up!”
They raised her up a lady
but there’s one thing they couldn’t avoid
Ladies love country boys
(You know its true)
Yeah, you know momma’s and daddy’s want better for their daughters
Hope they’ll settle down with a doctor or a lawyer
In their uptown, ball gown, hand-me-down royalty
They never understand
why their princess falls
For some camouflage britches
and a southern boy drawl
Or why she’s ridin in the middle of a pickup truck
Blarin Hank Jr. yellin, “Turn it up!”
They raised her up a lady
but there’s one thing they couldn’t avoid
Ladies love country boys
(oooh, get country with it)
You can train ‘em
You can try to teach ‘em right from wrong
But it’s still gonna turn ‘em on
When they go ridin in the middle of a pickup truck
Blarin Lynyrd Skynyrd yellin, “Turn it up!”
You can raise her up a lady
but there’s one thing you jus can’t avoid
Ladies love country boys
They love us country boys
Ooooooh yeah
It's that country thing you know Current Music: Ladies love country boys - trace adkins | | Sunday, February 25th, 2007 | | February 25, 2007 |
im just eh. cause i mean this happens all the fucking time. and i can't do shit about it. im fucking done. i can't take it anymore.....im so close to going there and just taking her by force. because baby, you DON'T deserve it. Trust me. I know that you have done bad things. but you straight up don't deserve this/ let me help you. I love you baby. With all my heart. i miss you. You are my world. Fight it baby. Fight it. | | February 25, 2007 |
ha.....your day is coming asshole....... stupid fucker....... If only you knew..... If only you knew..... | | Thursday, February 8th, 2007 | | February 08, 2007 |
Now this is SO true. I swear. And I love my angel so much. YOU are truly the best. We go out to a party somewhere The moment we walk in the door People stop and everybody stares She don't know what they're staring for She don't know she's beautiful (never crossed her mind) She don't know she's beautiful (no she's not that kind) She don't know she's beautiful Though time and time I've told her so There she goes just walking down the street And someone lets a whistle out A girl like her she just can't see What the fuss is all about And she don't know she's beautiful (never crossed her mind) She don't know she's beautiful (no she's not that kind) She don't know she's beautiful Though time and time I've told her so Morning comes and her hair's all a mess That's when she thinks she looks her worst It's times like this she don't know why I can't take my eyes off her 'Cause she don't know she's beautiful (never crossed her mind) She don't know she's beautiful (no she's not that kind) She don't know she's beautiful Though time and time I've told her She don't know she's beautiful (never crossed her mind) She don't know she's beautiful (no she's not that kind) She don't know she's beautiful Though time and time I've told her She don't know she's beautiful (never crossed her mind) She don't know she's beautiful (no she's not that kind) She don't know she's beautiful Though time and time I've told her so Current Mood: lovedCurrent Music: Brooks & Dunn - She Don't Know She's Beautiful | | Sunday, February 4th, 2007 | | February 04, 2007 |
Damn. . . . . . I need her badly. She is my life. I really love her. Please don't take her away. She's all i got. She's everything i need. Please. Don't take her away...... Well i said friend
( Refrain : )
Don't take her she's all I've got
Please don't take her love away from me
I'm beggin' you friend
don't take her she's all I got
She's everything in life i'll ever need
She is life
When I want to live
She's everything to me in life
That life can give
She's my water
When i need a drink
She's the first thought in my mind
Each time I try to think
Let me tell you now friend
(Refrain)
She's my fingers
When I want to feel
She's the only thing in life
To me that's really real
She is love
She's all the love I know
She could kiss the ground in the winter time
And make a flower grow
Let me tell you now friend
(Refrain)
Let me tell you now friend
Don't take her she's all I've got
Well i said friend
Don't take her she's all I got
I'm beggin you friend
Don't take her she's all I got
(fade out) Current Mood: missing herCurrent Music: Don't take her - George Strait |
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