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"Tom thank you for all your help and support through everything thats been going on. I would seriously be lost without you. You are so sweet and caring and you take such good care of me. I feel bad cause I dont have any way to repay you for that. Thank you for loving me so much. I have never had someone love me as much as you do... not even my parents. You mean the world to me. Thank you for believing in me and having faith that I can do anything that I stick my mind to. When we performed at American Heritage... I was so freaking scared... but then I realized that you were there... you were watching... and I mean I was still scared, but I knew that you were there, putting faith in me that I was going to do well. You don't know how good you make me feel. Thank you. You are my drive, my reason to live. I need you. And I think you know that. I'm allowed to feel weak around you... but I'm afriad to. I dont want to let you down... You are so strong... I just wanna be like you. You've held me together all those times that I just wanted to fall apart. You are my rock. You keep me safe. I don't even have to ask you... you are just always there when I need you. It's amazing. You're amazing. Just being in your arms, my head on your chest, listening to your heart beating... it calms me down. For that moment, I know everything is okay. I wait everyday for that chance to just feel close to you. Thoughts of you continuously fill my mind. When we are apart, talking on the computer, I still feel that you are hear with me. I feel your touch... and I miss you. The first time I heard your voice, our first conversation, I remember it all, I think about it every night. When we first talked, I remember listening to every change in your voice when you talked about things you loved and stuff you've done. Still do that actually. I love when you talk. I dream about you all the time. Some bad dreams... 'cause I worry bout you... but ALOT of good dreams. I would give everything up to just be able to have one night with you... without any distractions or disturbances... just to be with you and not worry about anything else. Just to lay underneath the stars again with you, like we did that Thursday... under the moon. No one else around. It was nice. Peaceful. I liked that. I get teary eyed when I think how you've been with me through all the bad times. And as my tears begin to fall, and I look down at my feet, feeling so alone, you walk up to me, lift my chin up, and through blurry, wet eyes, I see you give a slight smile, and tell me that everything's ok, and then kiss me on the lips, to let me know that everything you say is true. In your eyes, I see my future. A wonderful future as a matter of fact. I can't wait till the day that I get to spend the rest of my life with you. Can't wait much longer. I love you so much. I know this love is real. I know it is. Nothing could ever change the way that I love you."

- Ashley

true love is something that cannot be defined. you get that feeling in your stomach and every time that person comes around your heart starts to beat fast and you can’t hear yourself think. you start tripping over you words and no matter where you are, you are constantly thinking about that one person. and you are positive that they are thinking about you too… at that very same moment. you lie in bed at can’t fall asleep because you wish they were there with you. you need to have your head on their chest and hear their heartbeat just to fall asleep. it’s exchanging glances in the middle of a crowd and laughing for no reason. it’s all the little things, all the little moments that no one else but you and her will remember. it’s looking at your phone in the middle of the night just to see her beautiful face. it’s saying goodnight to each other, even when you are miles away. it is willing to sacrifice everything to be with her. it is being willing to let them go just to see them happy. love is when you here them say your name and it sounds like you never heard it before. love is sacrifice. love is when you smell her perfume and your eyes dart at superspeed around the room just to see if she is there. love is giving all you have without expecting anything is return. love is what makes you smile, even when you are sick or tired or feelings your worse. love is when you kiss all the time but when you get tired of kissing you still want to be together and talk more. "love is when a girl tells you that she likes your shirt, and you wear it all the time." love is knowing she'll be there for you... no matter what. love is undefined.